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Friday, 28 November 2008

  • Giving thanks to the Giver

    Dear Jesus,
            There's so much to be thankful for this Thanksgiving!  Thank you for loving me so much that you'd give up your life for me.  Thank you for adopting me into your family and for giving me a chance to hear about you and what you did on the cross from a young age.  Thank you for giving me the grace to understand and for helping me to receive you into my life!  Thank you for my family, friends and the community you've provided for me while I'm at home in the States.  Thank you for the community you provided for me in Japan as well.  Thank you for a home to live in, food to eat and health to enjoy everything.  Thank you for your provision through my ministry partners even though times are really tough.  Thank you for your faithfulness and for their faithfulness.  Thank you for the freedom I have as an American.  Thank you for our leaders.  Thank you for all the churches that are established around here that provide places to worship you.   Thank you for the beauty of your creation.  Thank you for clean water and rain.  Thank you for the sunshine.  Thank you for seasons.  Thank you for LIFE dear Jesus!!  There's way too much to be thankful for and I could never express my thankfulness enough to you.  Just wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that YOU are the one I'm most thankful for, and most thankful to.  I love you!
                                                                                                                                         Love, Jess

Monday, 13 October 2008

  • From generation to generation

    This upcoming week I'll be attending two memorial services.  Friday will be for Mrs. Miyo Yamasaki.  And Saturday for Mr. Roy Naruo.  Though I don't think they knew each other well (if at all) they were both an integral part of our church body at San Lorenzo (though the Yamasaki family joined our church family relatively more recently).  Both have served Jesus from the time when they were young either by serving the church, their families or the people around them until they were no longer physically able.  Both have devoted families who loved them well to the end.  Both went to Jesus somewhat unexpectedly.  And I had the honor of spending time with each of them individually a few days before they each went to heaven.  (And both have been on my ministry team.)

    Today I just got back from San Lo's first church retreat in over 20 years and I couldn't help but think about Mr. Naruo and Mrs. Yamasaki and the legacies that they've left.  One of the best things about San Lorenzo Japanese Christian Church (besides the fact that we love Jesus and believe that the Bible is the true Word of God!) is the multi-generational aspect.  Though I love my church in Japan, almost all the members are first-generation believers and mostly my age.  Which has been awesome and perfect for my two years living in Japan.  It's made it easy to bring Japanese college students to that church who don't know Jesus personally.

    But when I look at the isseis/nisseis/sanseis of our church (first/second/third generation Japanese Americans) and think about their personal faith and SEEING that it is possible to remain faithful to God throughout all stages of life is encouraging and inspiring.  And I have so much to learn from the older generations.  Like how to persevere, work hard, make God number one, keep family as a priority, leave a legacy for the future generations, not to worry, take time, slow down . . .

    And I'm also reminded to pass on what I've learned from my parents and grandparents to the next generation. 

    A couple of my favorite times during retreat this past weekend was playing with the kids (there's so many!) and leading the small group time with Akemi for junior high and high school girls.  Even though we're not SO far apart in age, it really blesses me to see the younger ones love the Lord on their own and serve Him in their own ways. 

    I've been surprised and amazed that some of my most faithful "blog readers" are actually readers from my parents' generation and above.  So if you're reading this and you're older, I'm pretty sure it's because you have a heart and interest in how God's working among my generation.  So to you I say thank you.  Thank you for even reading this and for having an interest and for being an example to me and my peers.

    For those of you who are younger "xanga stalkers", let's not forget that God's story doesn't start with us!  It's easy for us to get wrapped up in ourselves, in our own ministries and to think that we're the first to be doing whatever it is that we're doing.  God's been faithful since the beginning of time and He'll continue to be faithful to our kids and our kids' kids.  Let's remember to thank Jesus and to thank those who have paved the way for us!

    Your word, O LORD, is eternal;
           it stands firm in the heavens.

       Your faithfulness continues through all generations;
           you established the earth, and it endures.

    Psalm 119:89-90

Friday, 03 October 2008

  • Davis community

      I just got back home after visiting friends/ministry partners/potential ministry partners in the Vacaville, Davis and Sacramento area.  I LOVE LOVE LOVE my Davis community.  University Covenant Church families and Epic . . . THANK YOU.  I was really encouraged and blessed by you.  I could go on and on.  But I wanted to write a quick update.  In one sense, it makes it harder to think about leaving such a great community to go overseas long-term.  But in another sense, if I wasn't joining staff with Campus Crusade for Christ there's a good chance I wouldn't be able to stay in touch with you all as closely as I get to.  So I'm grateful for your partnership and friendship.  I hope to go back more often this upcoming year)

    (New edit: Pics added!)


    Josh Scott on the drums . . . with the cool new epic sign!


    Aw, the Epic "babies" are all grown up!! (Liane, Hai, Yvonne, Arra)


    Sohan, Steph, Caleb, Nathan and Josh - old and new Epic combined!

Friday, 26 September 2008

  • Campus Crusade for Christ's secret language

    What's with all the acronymns that CCC has?!  My mom is always saying Campus Crusade for Christ has their own secret language.  So I thought I'd just let all in on our "secret language".  Here's an incomplete list:

    CCC = Campus Crusade for Christ

    CCCI - Campus Crusade for Christ International

    STINT = Short Term INTernational (a one to two year missions trip)

    ICS = International Campus Staff (long-term overseas), what I am now going to do in Japan

    SI = Student Impact, Japan's student ministry

    Epic = Campus Crusade's Asian American ministry, it's not an acronymn (though my friends have made up their own acronymns of what Epic COULD stand for!)

    MPD = Ministry Partner Development.  Every CCC staff member has a team of "ministry partners" to support them prayerfully, emotionally, financially, practically, etc..  MPD is the process of building that team.

    IBS = Institute of Biblical Studies (every staff member has to go through this to join staff)

    NST = New Staff Training

    SV = Student Venture, CCC's high school ministry

    SYATP = See You At the Pole, a national prayer day for high school students

    TnT = the computer program CCC staff use to monitor their financial support

    EFT = Electrontic Fund Transfer (donations can be direct deposited to CCC's central fund)

    The relational acronymns . . . (not CCC specific, but we use these a lot too - some more than others)

    DMI - Declare My Intentions

    DTR = Define the Relationship

    CTF = Clarify the Friendship

    CR = Conflict Resolution

    CTA = Clear The Air (very similar to Conflict Resolution!)

    And I'm sure there's more, but I can't think of any right now.  Can you?  Or if you have questions and can't understand what I'm saying sometimes, please don't hesitate to ask!!  =)

Sunday, 07 September 2008

  • SooJin got married today

    And I can't believe it.  But I am SO overjoyed for her and Dan.  Just a little over a year ago, SooJin and I had a conversation in our apartment in Tokyo.  SooJin wasn't sure what she was going to do with her life after STINT.  She had options - become a high school Biology teacher, join staff with Campus Crusade in the U.S., come back to Japan long-term, go back to grad school . . . As one of the top of her class at Duke University, it's not like she didn't have options.  She just didn't know what she WANTED to do.

    So as we stood in our teeny kitchen apartment she asked me, "You know what would solve all of my problems?" 

    I immediately replied, "If you died?" (After all, I thought, you do know Jesus!)

    She looked at me in shock.  Then started laughing.  "NO!!  If I got married!!"

    Obviously she knew that getting married wouldn't solve ALL of her problems.  But that was her heart's desire.  She just didn't know who she would get married TO . . . there was really no real prospects or any real potential to meet anyone once she got home to North Carolina. 

    But would you believe that just eleven days after coming home from STINT she met an awesome, godly, Jesus-loving guy named Dan who literally seemed to fall from the sky!?  (It's a long story).

    And tonight, just a year and a month later, Dan and SooJin married.  Jody, Adelle and I (we were all in Tokyo together from 2006-2007) were bridesmaids and it was so fun to reminicise with them and Daniel (another one of our STINT teammates) and to think about God's faithfulness.  Not just in the area of Him providing a husband for SooJin, but just in the way that we can see him transforming us . . .

    When SooJin first came on STINT it was hard for her to open up to our team.  And that was hard for me to understand that because of my expectations of what STINT would be like.  Plus we were roommates in a teeny apartment.  And on top of that, I was insecure about being a team leader when she was a returning STINTer and knew more about Japan and the ministry in Japan.  I made a lot of mistakes as a team leader.  And as a friend.  So we had conflict.  But after a lot of prayer, hard work, truth, grace and forgiveness on both sides plus a lot of time together we truly became friends - not just teammates, co-workers or roommates.  But friends.  GOOD friends. 

    So for me to walk down the aisle of SooJin's wedding today really was a testimony to God's transfoming grace and faithfulness.  I don't deserve friends like SooJin or like many of you.  And I don't deserve Jesus' friendship either.  But I'm so grateful that because of Jesus' sacrifice for us on the cross he not only SAVED us, but gave us his Holy Spirit to transform us as well.  We're all a work in progress, but it's neat to see glimpses of that progress at moments.  Today was one of those moments.



    He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.  Ecclesiastes 3:10

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    • Name: Jessica
    • Country: Japan
    • Metro: Tokyo
    • Birthday: 9/11/1984
    • Gender: Female
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  • This online journal is for my ministry partners who are supporting and encouraging me as I live in Tokyo on STINT with Campus Crusade for Christ. Thank you Jesus for the amazing friends and family you've given me! "'For anyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.' But how can they call on him to save them unless they believe in him? And how can they believe in him if they have never heard about him?: And how can they hear about him unless someone tells them? And how will anyone go and tell them without being sent?" Romans 10:13-14